Thursday, December 25, 2008

So what did you guys do during Christmas eve?keep me updated pls

I had the most memorable Xmas was so different and yet so amazingly fun. Sitting down for the best meal ever in Manipal..go Lasagne n risotto! not forgetting Subway Apple Pie!... singing along to john's guitar and at times weiyi's and fred's ..just purely hanging out and camwhoring hahahhaha just a night alone i had like 100 pictures...proves that we medic students are normal shameless family!! I *heart* you guys!! my dearest subang family...dun worry i'm still part of you guys:) subang family still has a place in my fist-sized heart...guys heart are bigger...mmm i wonder if that is the reason they can keep more girls in their heart..


Batch23(partly not all 126 of course)

Weiyi looking sweet--ooooo--poor kuhan

loi.... tree huggers...

this is how our kuhan parks himself

poke weiyi--tak jadi--too dark

posers of the year..eminem n hero

wannabe amber chia
constipated desmond

*swt*lipsheng looking happy with his new found crown

the guys

nandhesh ..rmb the grinning clown??

fred the eminem-ed one
statue of liberty coming to life...scroll down you will understand



sin yen

eunice ( my neighbour)



kuhan ( class rep)

this is me posing for Xmas!

the cute grinch

spastic kuhan

johnny boy

L-R: me,vanessa,suzanne,winnie,wei yi da great.... vanessa and winnie are from seychelles

elora so excited at the lens

now you understand? hahhahaha

there subway apple pie:)

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Dear Santa,

This year my wishes are pretty simple and easy to fulfill
So hopefully they do come true!

  1. Have lots of fun for Xmas
  2. Everyone back home and everyone in Manipal will have fun and enjoy Xmas away from home:)
  3. Why keep having fun? zzz materialistically i want McD! pls DHL pls pls pls
  4. Cute black pump preferably Charles&Keith cheap cheap peeps rm150 for a four inch heels...not bad wat...hehehhehe
  5. Andy Lau no-more so chocolates!! Lots and Lots of Chocolates!!!
That's all my dear Santa..I wished for nothing else more:)

Sunday, December 14, 2008

He shook my shoulder, trying to loosen my rigid pose. "Let me finish! I'm a good liar, but still, for you to
believe me so quickly." He winced. "That was… excruciating."

I waited, still frozen.

"When we were in the forest, when I was telling you goodbye—"

I didn't allow myself to remember. I fought to keep myself in the present second only.

"You weren't going to let go," he whispered. "I could see that. I didn't want to do it—it felt like it would

kill me to do it—but I knew that if I couldn't convince you that I didn't love you anymore, it would just
take you that much longer to get on with your life. I hoped that, if you thought I'd moved on, so would

"A clean break," I whispered through unmoving lips.

"Exactly. But I never imagined it would be so easy to do! I thought it would be next to impossible—that

you would be so sure of the truth that I would have to lie through my teeth for hours to even plant the
seed of doubt in your head. I lied, and I'm so sorry—sorry because I hurt you, sorry because it was a
worthless effort. Sorry that I couldn't protect you from what I an. I lied to save you, and it didn't work.
I'm sorry.
"But how could you believe me? After all the thousand times I've told you I love you, how could you let
one word break your faith in me?"

I didn't answer. I was too shocked to form a rational response.

"I could see it in your eyes, that you honestly believed that I didn't want you anymore. The most absurd,

ridiculous concept—as if there were anu way that I could exist without needing you!"

I was still frozen. His words were incomprehensible, because they were impossible.

He shook my shoulder again, not hard, but enough that my teeth rattled a little.

"Bella," he sighed. "Really, what were you thinking!"

And so I started to cry. The tears welled up and then gushed miserably down my cheeks.

"I knew it," I sobbed. "I knew I was dreaming."

"You're impossible," he said, and he laughed once—a hard laugh, frustrated. "How can I put this so that

you'll believe me? You're not asleep, and you're not dead. I'm here, and I love you. I have always loved
you, and I will always love you. I was thinking of you, seeing your face in my mind, every second that I
was away. When I told you that I didn't want you, it was the very blackest kind of blasphemy."

I shook my head while the tears continued to ooze from the corners of my eyes.

"You don't believe me, do you?" he whispered, his face paler than his usual pale—I could see that even

in the dim light. "Why can you believe the lie, but not the truth?"

"It never made sense for you to love me," I explained, my voice breaking twice. "I always knew that."

His eyes narrowed, his jaw tightened.

"I'll prove you're awake," he promised.








Saturday, December 13, 2008


You gotta find a way
Yeah, I can't wait another day
Ain't nothin' gonna change
If we stay around here
I gotta do what it takes
Because it's all in our hands
We all make mistakes
Yeah, but it's never to late to start again (yeah yeah)
Take another breath
And say another prayer

Then fly away from here
To anywhere
Yeah, I don't care
If we just fly away from here
Our hopes and dreams
Are out there somewhere
Won't let time pass us by
We'll just fly

If this life
Gets any harder now
It ain't no nevermind
Ya got me by your side
And anytime you want (fly fly fly)
Yeah we catch a train
And find a better place
Yeah, 'cause we won't let nothin'
or no one keep gettin' us down
maybe you and I
Could pack our bags and hit the sky

Then fly away from
To anywhere
Yeah, I don't care
If we just fly away from here
And our hopes and dreams
Are out there somewhere
I won't let time pass us by
We'll just fly

Do you see a bluer sky now
You could have a better ride now
Open your eyes

Because no one here can ever stop us
They can try but we won't let them
No way-ay-ay-ay-yeah-ah

maybe you and I
Could pack our bags and say goodbye

Then fly away from here
To anywhere
No honey I don't care
If we just fly away from here
And our hopes and dreams
Are out there somewhere
Fly away from here (ya ya ya)
Yeah anywhere
Now honey, I don't I don't I don't fly (yeah)

We just fly (fly away

inspirational song..hmm..just fly..i wish life could be that simple..

but then again, why complicate things when life could have been lived in a simpler, happier version?

Troubles come and go...

But friends do stay..

Thank you for being there for me guys..

Love ya all lots...

Friday, December 12, 2008

Benadryl + Larynx + Twilight

To-Do List

1. Carol shall stop procrastinating today
2. Carol shall study anatomy since class test is on next next Monday
3. Carol shall reorganize her physiology and biochemistry lecture notes
4. Carol shall go offline as soon as she finish blogging:p *no taunting carol at this point*

Today is different.

This morning is totally different.

Carol woke up feeling more afresh than ever but after this

Carol can't even concentrate on this
But Carol decided to just study from Netter's (this book here)

Smart of her. Easy to follow Narendra's lecture today.

Carol knew answers to his questions today.

A good sign

Good karma for not killing the pathetic small ant that hid between the pages of her Anatomy file and sneaked into lecture hall with her yesterday

A sign

Good sign

May all the merits be given to all the departed souls that couldn't join the other world.

P/s: even though they are around us and according to Carol's source in her very own hostel

And btw,

Carol peep a little at Twilight in pdf form.

Shall Carol read it?

I think Carol should not read it because once she starts she can't stop.

Yes that bad.

Oops it's becoming longer and longer.

Gotta nap to work the Benadryl

...till next...

guess what. I cooked today. WooHoo...carol lee cooks? my dear classmate was telling how girls are supose to know how to cook and bla bla bla but hello...back in Malaysia I have a perfectly good mother who cooks good meals...Why would i bother fighting with her in the kitchen? She used to shoo me out of the kitchen because I was such a nuisance..Lol... Anyway the point is, I steamed chicken ( which was too salty by the way :p poor roomie Eunice had to use the soup to wash off the salt ) and fried tomato egg and boiled ABC soup! Accomplishment done! I doubt 'll ever cook again this week. My cooking skills are off the chart. I have to go back Malaysia and train more. Anyone wants to try my cooking? It's actually edible you know, other than the fact it's salty :p

Anyway, what am I crapping here? I'm suppose to do my pharynx and larynx and yet I'm blogging. Shoot... thanks to pig that seduces me with all her new posts.. great now I'm really babbling...

Had my dose of chocolate today. I have to drink lots of water to compensate for my indulgence in case my sore throat attacks again. Goodness me....Please dont let me fall sick...please don't let me fall sick...i dont wanna be sick again...I'll be ranting or gossiping...i just study all night I really have to go...ciaoz ppl..sorry for this short post :P hehehhe

Did i mention i walked 15 mins to the shop at 11.30pm to buy the chocolate? lolx

Monday, December 08, 2008

Lau to wed girlfriend of 23 years


Chu: The former beauty contestant met Lau in 1985

IPOH: After 23 years of keeping their romance under wraps, Hong Kong heartthrob Andy Lau Tak Wah and his Malaysian girlfriend Carol Chu will walk down the aisle next year.

The couple, who got to know each other in 1985, has chosen Pulau Redang in Terengganu as the site for their lavish wedding ceremony to avoid the papparazzi.

Hong Kong magazine Three Weekly reported that the 47-year-old Lau got the idea of getting married on a faraway resort island from his buddy Tony Leung Chiu Wai, who recently tied the knot with Chinese beauty Carina Lau Kar Ling.

The magazine reported that the star had been vehemently denying his relationship with Chu for fear of losing the support of his fans but Chu’s appearance at Lau’s concert early this year had sent the rumour mill into overdrive.

Lau also set tongues wagging when he asked his fans if idols could have girlfriends and get married as a way of testing his fans’ response to his marriage plans. Fans responded that he should be open about his love for Chu.

Chu’s romance with Lau is believed to have started not long after she was named second runner-up in a beauty contest in 1985.

In May this year, he was spotted at the wedding ceremony of Chu’s sister in Kuala Lumpur.

Best buddies: Lau (right) got the idea of getting married on a faraway island from his good friend Leung (left).

When contacted by press, his former girlfriend Yu Ke Xin said: “I am very happy for him. It is time he settled down.”

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Oo why must he marry when i'm not in Malaysia? Morever with a girl named Carol too....hahahhaa but I'm happy for my Idol..It's time to get Andy Jr.

Darn packages in Redang's gonna be costly next time.

Lecture Hall Antics No.1

What MBBS Students do during their freetime...

Some student like John would pose for the camera

Some would catch up on their sleeping quotas

Some too would like to catch up on their sleeping quotas but due to unknown reasons didnt do it, so body biologically compensates by yawning
Note: Jeremy here loves to yawn...don't believe me? scroll down :0

Some loves to turn around to chat:) like our own Elora here

Or if she finds Carol busy photographing she would stare into space instead

Or some would use the time to discuss on things...studies-related Mr Kuhan ( our class rep) and Ms Know-It-All @ Ms Anu...far behind in blue top, Ms Winnie Low from Seychelles...sleeping too...

Or like John, busy text-ing while kepoh-ing on the other side

Caught another one sleeping...hehehhe...Mr Frederick Yee

Or chit-chatting with girls

Or studying like Ms Loo Huey

Some will pose for the camera like Jeremy and Nandhesh here

Or un-pose for the camera

Still chit-chatting with Shi Jia

Then here comes our Jay Chaw Sui Wai, loves photography like I do..with Mr Desmond Khor ( both backbenchers of Block 1)

LipSheng: Looking pissed off at the lens

Acting cute in front of camera

Fred woke up drinking water feeling afresh....while Gayathri studies lecture notes

Lip Sheng: Eh Carol Lee...enough ah....
Terasa giler...i'm trying to prove my theory that jeremy yawns alot only ma..

See i'm right:p

Some daydream too .... focus here is my bottle and my files...woohoo...rajin giler carol..banyak files

Ooo commotion over there

Aiya boring la....*yawn*

oops...argh better run this time...LipSheng looks scary....Grrr...

Thanks peeps...

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